Its February 8th 2012, and what is happening around me? hmmmmm 2012 is not a good start..first, kelaie dgn org rumah, second - roadtax mati, third-credit card, fourth-saman jpj.............kiasuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....camne nak molah o? stress eh..gaji tinggal 0.25 sen..payday 23.02.2012..apa nak dimakan anakku? minyak moto gik, woww...double kiasu duhal life aku tok..what should i do? working from 8-5pm everyday, but kaya only for 2 days, kakya madot agik...and this not only happened to me, actually my collegue also faced the same problem in terms of monetary..dahlah barang semua nait, sayur kacang seikat RM6.50..i start blogging about my problem becoz now i cannot face booking, bbming limited..is it my choice of living like that? i just want a better environment for my kids..but its all killing me..actually killing me softly...i always asked myself, kenak o? life is not being fair..now my life is only to please a so call husband. semua kenak berubah, semua harus diubah, sometimes i think that kerana aku, nya ngongkong aku kedak ya..benar kata my sister, setahun dua dapat aku bertahan, tapi mun dah 3, 4 tahun? aku rasa aku idup dalam lakonan..adakah tok balasan yang aku dapat? Toklah digelar pengorbanan terhadap anak-anak. dan ingat, Allah memberikan ujian getir seperti ini kerana Allah sayang kepada hambaNya..dan memberi peringatan untuk kembali kepadaNya, akur kepada suruhanNya..YaAllah, berilah aku ketabahan untuk ujian mu ini..Amin..
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