Diet Day 1

i gained weight..a lot..alotss..alottsssaa... hhmm...Alfa gave me adipex yesterday, so i tried..so far so good..hauss bagei nak gila jaknya..tekak rasa sik berlubang koatan haus ya tek...he gave me 3 igek, if i want to continue, i have to go to clinic and get it..malam kelak lah ngembak MOTH ngambik di Kotaraya.. tengih gilak dah nyawa tok ko..

second update, the police caught the shooter already..bravo abang polis...nang pantas... i have plans for Daneff when he grow up.. first plan is to be a pilot. mun madot, jadi polis jak. mun jak aku kur ker 45kg kah...lambat crita..dah jadi Inspektor aku..inspektor sahab.. i read in jobsmalaysia mun jadi polis, PMR ajak pun dapat apply..janji timbang, tinggi n mata mencapai standard piawaian dak polis. I think im thinking too much about his future. Baruk sorang, nak 2 orang ya gik belum sampey ke sia.. im definitely worried about Danial. What will he be when he grow up. huhuhu..

now, next week is our loooonggg awaitedddd KL trip. Booked the airtickets last year..ohemji..now the time has come. Kids semua dah excited to go here and there. But first of all, KIDZANIA yang penting dipegi dolok.









Banyak nak di pegi eh..hopefully they come out from kidzania looking like.....


InsyaAllah..

As for me, nothing much happen..just start gila bergambar..
  feeling hana tajima...tedah...mun nangga tuboh san hana...hahahah

 duweyyyy...

one more thing, i miss my friend Hakim in kl..nya active balit dalam facebook and post funiest things..down to memory lane abis..

ok..now its 1 pm..facebook time..bye..
 

NOWADAYS...

My brother rang me up on Sunday around 9.00pm and told me about a man was gunned down in our Kampung. At first i was WHATTT???? then WHOO???? then WHENN???? then ALONG ??? then hhhmmm??? Ya Allah, what is goin on nowadays.. The next day my sister told me about everything..at first the gunmen asked , ne  bapak ne? then the fellow was at the kitchen wanted to eat mee sedap and rice, when he went out of the house..BOOMM, he was shot at the face and died on the spot...

Then, Ahim called saying that his collegue was splashed with acid on her face at the office parking lot. The splasher actually asked her the direction of bla..bla..bla..and while she was unloading a few things from her car, the guy just splash the acid..luckily the workers of SINGER quickly helped her by pouring mineral water at her face. the injury causing her eyes have to be undergo surgery...

Hhhmmm...

emergency leave

I took EL yesterday coz my son is sick..not really that sick..just a slight fever with cough..so both of us went to clinic then, went for breakfast at Pak Amit, pick up Daim n Danial from school then relaxing at mom's place..just to share few photos we took not yesterday but yesteryesteryesterday..

Let me introduce you to my kids..

 i dont know why they are so obsessed with police cars..hahah...cun2 time car wash ada moto polis nyuci juak..the officers just smiling at them. apa tek, eksen malu2..mala jak madah polis nangga, polis nangga..ya namanya malu tapi mahu..



oh ya..this morning my car broke down..nasiblah nya sik pat d start di rumah..mun di jeraya ancur ajak jiwa dan raga pagi tok tek..so i took my mom's car instead.. sian my myvi..

ok..thats about it..lupak nak upload..this is me..muahhhh..kekekekke

GGIFA..

My son Abd. Daneff is in Primary 1, and i'm planning for his future education..and omygaddd...so many money involved...DIE..

I want you to become a PILOT! hahahha..agik rasa..total fees for that course is RM255k only kata website nya...by the way, GGIFA is an International Aviation College situated at Bintulu Sarawak. In order to be a commercial pilot who works with airlines, he will need to take CPL or Commercial Pilot's  License. Total duration of the course 80 weeks..but the syllabus, Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kau berkatilah kepandaian anakku, kau berilah memory seperti CPU. subject nang banyak. But in order to enter the GGIFA, he needs at least 5 credits in SPM including Maths, English and Science. So MUST MASTER those 3 subjects..biar antar tuition siang malam.

And then baruk lah semua hal duit datang..cne nak carik duit sebanyak ya? Then now i know, i have to start:

1. Skim Simpanan Pendidikan Nasional (SSPN) at least RM200 permonth = 10 more years = RM33,600..dohmakk baruk ya..so next step,


2. EPF Withdrawals (me and MOTH) = katakanlah RM30,000


3. Loan SME Bank which will approve 60% of the total fees = RM153,000

4. Ok kekurangan dalam 30k..kelaklah mikir agik..

InsyaAllah BOLEHHH!!!

Valentine's Day

Today, 14th February 2012, its opcos Valentine's Day..Happy V day u allz...as usual, me and MOTH not celebrating any V day ever for 14 years..only i did once send flowers with chocolates to his office..yalah me the romantic boombastic one..harap dgn MOTH, bila kelaie ajak dapat bunga..hari-hari tanpa pergaduhan, romantic entah ke mana..that's why i loikee ncarik kelaie dgnnya..hahahah...

Thinking about V day, i remembered what me n my x bf did..my mom helped me to cook, then candle light dinner at my own home, xcuse my parents semua disuruh masok dlm bilit..hahahahah...then i got a huge bear from him and i gave him minyak wangi apa nama tek o..sik ingat eh..ya jak valentine hebat dlm hidup selama 32 tahun tok...nak lain (dengan alasan) org islam sik boleh celebrate v day..(pakey nyenang ati dikpun ajak lah ya)..tapi nang benar bah, hukum org islam menyambut valentine adalah HARAM OK... 

I got this from the net: 

"Sambutan Hari Valentine adalah diharamkan bagi seluruh umat Islam. Jawatankuasa Fatwa Majlis Kebangsaan Bagi Hal Ehwal Agama Islam Malaysia kali ke-71 yang bersidang pada 22 hingga 24 November 2005 memutuskan: “Bahawa amalan merayakan Valentine’s Day tidak pernah dianjurkan oleh Islam. Roh perayaan tersebut mempunyai unsur-unsur Kristian dan amalannya yang bercampur dengan perbuatan maksiat adalah bercanggah dan dilarang oleh Islam. Oleh itu amalan meraikan Hari Kekasih tidak digalakkan oleh agama Islam”.

Lupakan ok...jgn terpengaruh dgn lovey dovey seperti di atas..good job..

Note: nasib bait valentine tok tengah bulan, jadi kebanyakkan org just let go..just like me..and alhamdulillah me no more celebrate 14 February..

Chow..

Note 2: i came back home from work and got a present..iphone 4 channel cover..ya lah...baruk madah sik celebrate nak...ishhh..thank you MOTH..

My Sunday

My Sunday goes like this...

1. Woke up and saw missed calls from my sister Fynn, then she was 'kau sine? Hamshi madah kau tido rumah kmk org?' sora ansur2 bangun tido dengan jawapan yang kompiden, aku dirumah, kenak? Ahim madah kau tido rumah kmk org..aihh blur eh..sik paham, so i hung up..heran..still mengdigest apa dipadah Fynn tek.. 

2. Prepared breakfast cucor sausage (sik laku coz rasa pelek)..hahahah

3. Gele-gele

4. Doing my outstanding laundry - went to my mom's house to use her dryer..life is so perfect with dryer..

5. Mom came back from doing groceries, chit-chat, bla2, nah belacan bintulu beli mak tek, mbak kan pulang..(and then lupak juak dirumah mak) hisshh

6. Shower at mom's place

7. Gele-gele with Dut-dut Qayyim n Qairyn with Hamshi, (they came to my house) Nasib man of the house (MOTH) masak chicken goreng, sayur kacang lendir and telur masin..

8. Kemas gikk!! nak turun tok!! shouted MOTH..

9. Make up, tukar baju, pasang scarf..blahhhh

10. Went to Hopoh to send Danial's PS2 rusak,meli disc, tit bits

11. Next, MOTH nak makan rojak and kacang ais, so we went to Ah Kang and ommagaaddd, nang seKuching jak ke sia ko..so decided to go to Lock Ann instead, the kids was cranky,sik mok gi sitok, sik mok minum, sik mok makan, but who cares, MOTH nak minum, so minum it is..hahaha

12. Minum and makan macam jet, then off to Batu 4, to buy Manok Sabong's vitamin, then back home

13. Movie marathon starts, first watched HBO Leap Year, best ado jak, then Bujang Terlajak (nak mampus cita tok boddss), then Hafalan Shalat Delisa (sob..sob..crying..) sedih..nang sik da org ngaco, nendak bila nangga jam dah pukul 12.00 pagi..aihh sik berasa ehh..Then zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Saturday...

My saturday began smoothly today. First took bath, kitchen, screaming for kids to take bath, makeup(tried the mohdo techniques of makeup,ok..japanese style) but duhhh...sik kedak dak jepon terus...kali sik da contact lense sebesar mata and fake lashes kali. Then off to Daim's school for parents teachers meeting. Luckily i was informed by my sister ada roadblock di mjc, but i guess we are earlier than the police. Hehehe..after that,car wash session, then lunch with my sister, safinah with her kids n my bro,harizan...laugh x 20000 times..then off to her crib until right about now..blogging using my niece's ipad, and she's not home at the moment..didnt manage to do laundry today, although nya setinggi gunong kinabalu waiting nak di sesah. Nanglah kain kalazzzz eh! Oppsssss si anak buah dah datang. Ok c u soon...chowww

A great start

What a wonderful morning...that's my comment for my morning...i woke up at 5.10am to be exact...as usual, doing my chores at my small (yet cozy) kitchen, preparing foods (chicken fingers nuggets) for my kids to bring to school..it looks dull though...but no worries, they always didn't eat it anyway..ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....my son, Daneff woke up at 5.30 am (for the first time ever in his school days) and straight to the bathroom..woww..apa nak dimimpi nya kah? nya selalu nangis, nangis, nangis bila bangun..and i have plenty of time to melapit book Daim (because his books always wet due to his water bottle malfunction), then to change Daneff's text book, kakya ada homework duhal..hisshhhh, malam tadik madah sik da homework..so mummy the warrior come to his rescue,, color, color, color + ngerepaks, ngerepaks, bla..bla by me..next, to wake my eldest son, Danial..huarghhhhhhhh..nangis macam org kenak dera...after a few minutes mandik, put on their school uniform, socks, shoes then breakfast crab stick or shall i say crap ice cream? hahah the crab has stick like ice cream lol...then off they went to school at 6.30 am..woww..nang awal..tapi because daneff's teacher complaining, WHY U ALWAYS CAME LATE TO SCHOOL??? Daneff told me its an everyday question from his teacher, Mdm. Lina..mesti cikgu ya madah kenaklah parents Daneff slalu akhir, leka, etc..

Belom abis gik kisah pagi, nyuruh nak no 3 ya gik bangun, DAIM! haiyaaaa...sidak tok mun sik time school mesti bangun awal sik payah digerak..then start all over again lah, the cries..the aaa..the oooo...the CEPATTTTT shouts from me...then at 7.20am went to my parents house ngambik kasut and topi haji Daim, then mom told me about tonight is Nek Ma's makan 100 hari..so mom was asking, telekong dan mbak? belum , mbak mak k.., tapih? makey stoking jak, dah ada? belom, mbak mak k..then i realise we always turn to our mom for everything..that's how my kids d treats me..always mummy here, mummy there..mummy everywhere heyyy... 7.30 am baruk selesai semua baruk turun kerja..although its tiring, but i love my kids..they always makes me smile, laugh and makes me angry..no matter what..mummy love u guys..xoxo..and always..me love my mak..*kiss*kiss*

LOVE IS ALL AROUND ME..

i had a great brunch today with my sisters, Lina n Cqin at Lina's residence. We chatted as if we have'nt seen each other for years. Sak jak baruk last week friday last jumpa..and all the laughter began..i always turn on them when i have problems..just by talking to them, feels like all my pain gone. My brunch was superb..first my lovely auntie Timah sent Rojak Hj Was to my office, then took a few pictures at the lobby and not forgetting 'Ketua Menteri Sarawak's car'. hahaha that was funny..then off to Lina's house. Lina cooked Maggi Asam with prawn and squids..yummyyy...and then i was forced to finish the dish..but sorry sis...me so fulllllll....we chat, we talked (seriously) then we laugh..eee...nanglah sik da keja lain eh... pa jak lah (fify's intonation)..ahahahahahha...it was a good day so far..see u again tomorrow..love you guys loadssss..and missing my sis Leeda..

today marks the day...

Its February 8th 2012, and what is happening around me? hmmmmm 2012 is not a good start..first, kelaie dgn org rumah, second - roadtax mati, third-credit card, fourth-saman jpj.............kiasuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....camne nak molah o? stress eh..gaji tinggal 0.25 sen..payday 23.02.2012..apa nak dimakan anakku? minyak moto gik, woww...double kiasu duhal life aku tok..what should i do? working from 8-5pm everyday, but kaya only for 2 days, kakya madot agik...and this not only happened to me, actually my collegue also faced the same problem in terms of monetary..dahlah barang semua nait, sayur kacang seikat RM6.50..i start blogging about my problem becoz now i cannot face booking, bbming limited..is it my choice of living like that? i just want a better environment for my kids..but its all killing me..actually killing me softly...i always asked myself, kenak o? life is not being fair..now my life is only to please a so call husband. semua kenak berubah, semua harus diubah, sometimes i think that kerana aku, nya ngongkong aku kedak ya..benar kata my sister, setahun dua dapat aku bertahan, tapi mun dah 3, 4 tahun? aku rasa aku idup dalam lakonan..adakah tok balasan yang aku dapat? Toklah digelar pengorbanan terhadap anak-anak. dan ingat, Allah memberikan ujian getir seperti ini kerana Allah sayang kepada hambaNya..dan memberi peringatan untuk kembali kepadaNya, akur kepada suruhanNya..YaAllah, berilah aku ketabahan untuk ujian mu ini..Amin..